I wrote this after hearing the comments of the nah says,
You can’t do this and that This will be to hard for you There is nothing that will come out this I would be nothing
I sat in the back sit with tears, I started to write and this came out. I open the door to my heart, declaring that I was not going to be defeated. Even people saying that I can’t do this Christian walk. If I could I would look them in the eyes and say I can do this, cause I have the Lord almighty on my side. It’s Him that will pull me through, not me. Thank God for His strength that He has given me. Don’t let people get you down. Cause God is rooting for you. He didn’t make you to fail but to learn and be guild by Him.
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I live at home, so I just make and eat food that I can find in the house. I find this random salmon breaded patties. So I took a half of a red pepper and cut up a little of onion. Sauteed them in a pan for a couple minutes in olive oil. Fried the salmon patties, throw white american cheese on top to melt. Put everything together on a kaiser roll with a little bit of mayo. And this is what you have in the picture above. -tsuLife Author
I had issues with my weight for years. I have been both side of the coin.
Let me start from the beginning. Growing up I was a skinny kid. By 13 I started noticing my weight changing. I was 115 at 15. I started playing tennis and become muscly. I still remember being in JCpenny fitting room crying to my mom that nothing would fit cause my legs were getting so big.
By 16 I was seeing someone… my first really boyfriend. I would in this relationship for 4 years. We would do nothing but sit in his apartment and go out to eat. I gain weight at this time, I was 165 lbs at 19. Locked in a body I didn’t want and locked in bad relationship that would try to eat out of. After high school I became a hairdresser. I was well paid hairdresser that would blow all my money at the bars. That right, I was going to bars the age of 19.
Getting drunk almost every night. I was now in a new relationship with new problems. The relationship was worst then the last one. I was so depress. I hate being left home while he lied to me and go out to party. He never had me around his friends. I went to his house one day to see through the window a girl get up from his bed. At that moment I just stop eating and just started drinking to numb the pain. I would date this guy for two years. I would drink Thursday, Friday and Saturday to the point of blacking out. I would even drive home in these conditions most nights. I would pop one benadryl to past out every night, until the day I took between 8 to 10 and went out for a drive (after that night I stop taking benadryl to sleep). Now I was 100 lbs and going onto 21.
I find another boyfriend and I thought I was happy. Started to gained a little weight. I was still drinking but as much as us to. I was 125 and 22. My relationship was not the best but to me it was better then all the rest. Then out of no where he broke up with me. I lost it, I started drinking heavy again.
I just to jumped into another relationship to numb the pain from the last break up. These relationship was pretty bad on both parts. I was jaded from my pasts and he felt bitter towards me cause the emotional baggage I would dump on him. At the end of that relationship I was tried of running and jumping to all the relationship. We broke cause of the fighting all time. I was 140 and 23.
The first time I meet God I was 23 months before I was turning 24. The ex-boyfriend that I was with when I was 22 “happy relationship one” brought me to this church (that I still am a member of til this day) to left up my spirits. I would go with him for a couple months. Until he got a girlfriend and told me that he never wanted to see or talk to me again. So I left the church cause I couldn’t bear to see him. At that time I didn’t know he left the church too.
For the next three months I drank and partied. Just dating and going out with cares in the world. I started dating my last boyfriend on and off for the next couple months and that ended. Between this time I would jump from 115 to 135 on how I was felt that week.
After the four months I was really done. Four months after I turned 24. It was Sunday in Aug. I told God and I was done. I drove back to church and never left. I’m going to be 27 in three months. I just can’t be happier. I don’t track my weight anymore cause I just don’t care. God healed my body and my heart. If you have any stories about weight issues or anything God has pulled you through. Just comment below.Also here are two videos, watch and be moved. -tsuLife Author
I’m happy to see a food company going back to their roots, and that they are taking the step to be different. They are no longer going to keep on caging their animals or using chemicals on them. The chemicals that most other companies have been using are harmful to the animals, and to us. With the rise of cancers in the US, it has to be in the food. Think about it, if you wouldn’t take growth hormones then why would you eat something that was pumped with it? With this change on Chipotle’s part, companies like McDonald’s may be taking the same step. Taking the right path towards being healthier and not cutting quality to make their product cheaper. Hopefully with this, there will start to be more farms opening around the US. Because many farms are like factories.
With cage-less animals: means more land + more land means more workers = more workers means people can support there families.
For health its worth spending a little more on better food. We only have one body, so take care of it. -tsuLife Author
I met Dominique through a mutual friend. We started to talk about fashion, God and blogging. Her love for fashion is very evident. Just the way she wove colors together like a painter. She is not shy about using bold color and taking risks to show each girl can have her own individual style through the clothes she wears. Dominique has a gift of encouragement, where she blesses so many through her heart-felt words. She can make you feel like you can do anything when you are done talking with her. Her love for God shows in everything she does. She is the true meaning of being “clothed in righteousness.” Between her words of truth and modest style, you can see the righteous lifestyle of the modern Christian girl. -tsuLife Author
You can find her on her blog: dominiquechaneledition.com
I met Josh at a youth get together at his church. Not really talking to him, I later found him on facebook through one of my friends who is great friends with him. After talking to him for a little, I realized that he had a God given gift with music, and that was when we clicked. He mostly plays acoustic music along with worship music. You can clearly see that he has a true passion towards his music, and that he is truly dedicated. If you enjoy listening to bands such as “Tenth Avenue North” or “Second Hand Serenade” you will love his music. You can find his music on www.JoshBonanno.bandcamp.com-David Danichkin
This is a problem that I am facing more and more, and it is the issue with women on how they treat other women. It makes me feel very uncomfortable the more places I go. Years ago I used to do the same thing that women do to me now. It’s every time a new girl would walk into the room, the other girls would give her the stink eye. The look of “who do you think you are” and “what are you doing here”. They would eye up the new girl from top to bottom, judging her on everything from body shape, clothes, make-up and hair. Then they wonder why this new girl doesn’t say anything, they automatically think this girl is a snob. (You can feel the judgment that people have towards others.)
I had this happen to me time after time, which is even harder for me when I’m the only girl in my church. I see other girls at other churches and just want to talk to them. But as soon as they get distracted by the boys, they ignore my existence. Which I feel awful about because most churches have more women that attend rather than men. And to be honest I can care less about other men at other churches. But I greatly care about women..too bad they don’t feel the same about me. So I end up hiding in a corner and keeping my mouth shut.
Genesis 3:16 to the women He said: “I will greatly multiply your sorrow and your conception; In pain you shall bring forth children; Your desire shall be for your husband, And he shall rule over you.”
Desire: to long or hope for, to express a wish for to feel the loss of
Synonyms: ache (for), covet, crave, die (for), hunger (for), itch (for), long (for), lust (for or after), thirst (for), want wish (for), yearn (for)
If women process God like they process men, there would be no competition between women. God has more love for us than any man can give.
There are two kinds of women. The first are the insecure ones. That have the mindset that they feel bad about themselves. They would do and say anything to another girl to make her feel bad about herself. The rule of thumb for them is: I am hurt, so I will hurt you. Sometimes it becomes hard to get through to these girls and tell them, “You are beautiful, you are made for a great purpose, you are amazing at what you do and you will become everything you dream of.” But instead they listen to the lies of you are not good enough, you will never make it, you are not pretty enough and your dreams are too big for you.
The other kind of woman is confident. She knows her purpose. She is not moved by other’s nasty words. She pours the love of God into others. She’s the kind of girl that does really loves herself. She can see the beauty in others. She can see the gift in others, and she respects that gift.
That’s why God says, “love God with all your heart, soul and body.” Because only through God can you see your true image. We are made in His image. You want to know who you really are, go to Him, the one that made you. You are His love and He has love for you. You will start loving Him. Its just a by-product of the love that is given and poured onto us. You will start loving yourself. All those faults that we see in ourselves is what God sees as perfection. We just start loving others because now we can see what God sees about His people. Even if they don’t know who He is. The Love of God surpasses all.
So the next time a girl is mean spirited to you, grab them by the hands and speak love into their heart. It might be just the words that she needs to hear. -tsuLife Author
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